specks of dust that mattered

i don't need this.

not like this, not right now.

one thing after another.

what should i do?

be patient.

and think it through.

i can handle this, somehow.





why am i blogging only when i'm effing stressed out?
i guess stress brings out the other side of me.
its the same with you guys, isn't it?
0_o

its not about the occasion, its about the people i love most.

abg long, kak myna dan harris akan pulang ke Malaysia September nanti untuk beraya di sane..

tinggal lah aku beraye disini..

tahun lepas, mommy (slalu refer to her as 'bonda' in this blog tapi atas sebab alasan2 tertentu, nak tukar to 'mommy' for this entry) datang Rochester untuk menyambut raye bersama-sama..

dan minggu lepas, berYM dengan mommy ,

aku: miss u and love u mommy.

mommy: me too......crying.

aku: awhhhh..dont cry mommy, soon harris will be there with u.

mommy: mak cry sebab miss u. nanti kesian plak raye u alone.

aku: takpe, dont worry mommy (sambil tgh tahan air mata mengalir). i merase ape yang syafiq rase last year.

mommy: ok..make sure spend raye with close friends.

aku: okay.

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.
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rindu mommy.

this is what i think about during my last day of algebra class.

nak kawen ngn laki yang family-oriented..

laki yang bekerja keras pada office hours..

laki yang balik umah selepas office hours utk spend time ngn family..

laki yang menetapkan weekend as family-time..

laki yang draw the line on OT ngn client/coworkers/whoever-he-deals-with-in-his-job..


laki lain: "keje ni kene submit ari isnin."

laki aku: "maaf, tak bole. kalo submit isnin, it means weekend kene keje. weekend adalah family-time."


alarrr....tak bley kawen ngn artis lah camni...
(-_-")

a cat's purr is oh-so-soothing

Ini Momo..

Kucing milik Ecah yang ditinggalkan di sini sementara ibubapa nyer pulang berjoli di Malaysia..

*kesian Momo*

Sejak kebelakangan ni, Momo kerap purrr..kuat plak tuh..

kekadang aku akan melayan die lama2..

tapi kekadang aku melayan die sekejap jer..

dan mungkin sbb die tak puas..

dengan comel nyer die dtg depan pintu bilik dan buat muke-comel-mcm-puss-in-boots-dlm-katun-shrek..

*cair*

dah cair tuh, aku pun melayan die lagi..

die purrr sekuat alam...

selama-lama yang mungkin..

awwwwww..

*cair agi skali*




Ini plak Gary..

si-kucing-gemuk-dgn-attitude-konon-gangster..

Welcome *soon* to RIT, Gary!

ngeeeeee..




p/s: rindu Rasta dan Gemok di tanah air..

Al-Fatihah to Yasmin Ahmad

Al-Fatihah to Yasmin Ahmad

I am deeply saddened by the lost of a brilliant, passionate and wonderful person..

May Allah bless your soul..

May you be placed among the Soliheen..

Amin..





p/s: life is too short.

i want it to be like this.

i want a wedding like this!

joy, happiness and fun!




-video taken from TheKheinz-

prayers

Yasmin Ahmad in ICU at Damansara Specialist Hospital

i hope she will be okay..

doa and prayers for her recovery..

Amin..

hot stuff!

aku hot stuff!

dua jari di tangan kanan aku melecur semasa dalam lab petang tadi..

aku hot stuff!

haha!

XD


p/s: girls just wanna have fun.

lelaki besi

i just watched 'IronMan" the movie on dvd..yeah, i watch the 'late'-est movie~
and since its a dvd, it includes the deleted/extended scenes in the special features section..
so being me, i would watch all those special features (if i have the time)..

AND.......since it is the summer, i was bored like helly and i have all the time that i need, i watched it..ALL of it..(cewahhh, mcm lar byk sgt)..

so, i was watching this scene that was deleted where an army of soldiers do the rifle trick choreography and marching kinda stuff..

dgn serta-merta nyer, aku bermonolog dalaman,

"kesian nyer, diorang mesti kecewa bile tgk the finished movie and it didnt include them at all...mesti diorang malu sbb dah semangat2 bragging kat family and friends that diorang berlakon dlm cite Ironman tapi bile tgk, diorang takde pun...kalo aku jadi diorang, aku pun malu..nak tambahkan agi malu, siap bwk satu kampung tgk cite tu kat wayang..pastu tgk2, takde pun scene diorang..hampa kecewa patah hati.."

tak cukup dgn itu, aku bermonolog dalaman agi..

"nak buat sume ni mestilar kene praktis giler2..kalo itu mmg keje diorang and dah slalu buat pun, still ar kecewa sbb ingat masuk movie tuh!..kesian diorang.."






this is what happens when ure bored during the summer.
this is what happens when ure bored during the summer and u think too much.

look at the stars

these past few days sgt memenatkan..

banyak berfikir dan berperasaan (emo)..

sampai pening2 kepala dan bertambah penat..

sungguh tak menyihatkan badan, emosi, jiwa dan raga..

tapi masih dapat enjoy kan diri sendiri bersama rakan2..

terima kasih rakan2..

ntah.

ouch.

it hurts.

how ironic.

boredom

summer without $$$$ mmg bohsan...

BOHSAN!!!

save me

Won't you save me cause saving is what I need..
I just wanna be by your side..
Won't you save me..
I don't wanna be just drifting through the sea..
Of life..

yodelling

i've always had things my way...

but when things don't go my way...

i crash and fall...

.....The Fray.....

Wednesday June 17th..
Show starts at 7pm and doors open at 5.30pm..
It was raining..
6pm and the doors are still not opened..
Although I came prepared but I was still soaked..
At 6ish baru lar doors opened..

We (me, pao, joe, syafrul) bought lawn tickets which is the cheapest..
And lawn seats (takde kerusi pun, duk jer atas lawn literally) dont have tents hence confirm soaking wet even before the concert starts..
So we upgraded our tickets to the seats under the tent which cost us $10 each..
And lucky for us, we were there early and we got pretty good seats!

Then came the waiting part...
Berabad rasenyer tunggu for the real show to start..
There were opening acts but then kitorang tak knal the opening acts so bosan skit..
Hohoho..
The opening acts were .......*tak tau name* and Jack's Mannequin..

At about 9.30pm, barulah THE FRAY muncul!!
Terus bangun dari kerusi dan tak duduk2 semula sampai lar abes concert..
Hohoho..

I recorded some of the songs that they played that night..

Oh yea, I record it using my handphone because my camera tetibe buat hal at the start of the concert..and to make it worse, all the pictures in the camera are gone..
Cisss...

But it was all forgotten once THE FRAY started to perform!
Enjoy giler!!
*screaming silently*

Harap anda pun enjoy..video ini..

Maafkan aku jika suara-di-background-yang-menjerit-jerit-dan-menyanyi-dgn-pitching-lari itu menggangu hidup anda ketika anda menonton video ini..
We just cant help ourselves at that time..
Hehehe..

Oh and, video nih sgt lah shaky sbb..
1st. amik gune hp..
2nd. it was still raining, and i was shivering..
3rd. i couldnt stop dancing to the song..
Hehehe..

Lastly......
I dedicate this song to..
Abglong because as I remember, this is your first 100% song for American Idol Karaoke Game..
Hehehe..
And to Imran Farid...lagu wajib nih...
Huhuhu..


See ya at the next concert people!
;P

Baham-As..

The long awaited story..

BAHAM-AS!!!

The Royal Caribbean Monarch of the Seas



Puteri Putih yang berpakaian seperti orang kebanyakan (for blending in purposes) turun dari tangga sambil diperhatikan oleh rakyat jelata..



Rakyat jelata semua dihidangkan jamuan dan dihiburkan dengan pelbagai hiburan..



Sebagai contoh, Si Pelawak/Si Ahli Silap Mata..
Puteri Putih sangat terhibur dengan pertunjukan ini..



Kamar beradu Puteri Putih..
Besar dan selesa..
Bertingkap yang mempunyai pandangan laut (what else?)..



Menyaksikan matahari terbenam dari Deck 7 di bahagian belakang kapal..
Puteri Putih terkenang dan merindui Bebehs pada masa ini..
Puteri Putih berfikir, alangkah extra bestnyer kalo Bebehs ada bersama..
*cerita sedih tetibe*



Hari Kedua..
Puteri Putih dan rakan-rakan mandi pantai dan melepak di CocoCay Island..
Air sangat jernih dan biru..
Puteri Putih sangat suka rambut rakan Puteri Putih yang kiri sekali tuh..
Sebab itulah Puteri Putih beli gambar ini..
Hahahaha..



Sekembalinyer keatas kapal daripada CocoCay Island..
Jamuan Makan Malam Formal bersama Kapten Kapal..
Akan tetapi, tidak berkesempatan untuk berjumpa dgn Kapten Kapal kerana menunggu tuxedo yang disewa oleh rakan-rakan itu utk smpai ke bilik..
Oh dan, Puteri Putih skrang dah jadi Puteri Rosy Cheeks..
(sebab sunburned + suntanned membuatkan pipiku jadi rosy)
Hohoho..



Puteri Rosy Cheeks yang vain..
HAHAHA..
Puteri Rosy Cheeks selesa berpakaian seperti ini..
Ini baru lah pakaian seorang puteri..
Hohoho..



Hari Ketiga..
Kapal berlabuh di Nassau, Baham-As..
Pendapatan #1 : Pelancongan..
Pendapatan #2: Perbankan..

The money have to go somewhere, right?
;)



Puteri Rosy Cheeks dan rakan-rakan berjalan-jalan di Downtown Nassau..
Kemudian terjumpa Lighthouse Beach..
Cantekkkk....


Kemudian, menaiki feri ke Paradise Island..
Semasa menaiki feri, lalu depan rumah Nicolas Cage..
Malangnyer, dia tidak ada di rumah..
Tidak kecewa sangat pun..
Kalo dia John Mayer..
Memang patah hati meraung-raung..
Hohoho..



Setelah berjalan-jalan di Paradise Island dan melepak di pantai..
Pulang ke Nassau Town..
Pergi snorkeling seketika..
Snorkeling di sini tidak semenarik snorkeling di Pantai Timur Malaysia..
Puteri Rosy Cheeks kecewa...
Oh well..
Kemudian, tiba masanya untuk makan di Fish Fry Restaurant..
Hidangan istimewa Bahamas adalah conch..
Sejenis siput..
Silalah google untuk maklumat lanjut..
Dan, sedap juga conch itu kalo dibuat salad..
Texture nyer sperti sotong tapi tidak rasa seperti sotong..

Selepas kenyang makan, pulang semula ke atas kapal..
Tanggal jam 12am..
Kapal pun bergerak semula menuju ke laut untuk pulang ke Florida..
Tapi tunggu!!

Perjalanan ini mengambil masa selama satu hari..
Maka, lepak lah di atas kapal satu hari satu malam..
Pelbagai hiburan dan akitviti disediakan untuk menghiburkan Puteri dan juga orang kebanyakan..

Akan tetapi.......
Malangnya.....
Puteri Rosy Cheeks (yang kini dipanggil Puteri Burnt..and you can guess why) jatuh sakit...
Sepanjang hari keempat diatas kapal itu, Puteri Burnt hanya tidur dan berehat di dalam bilik..
Puteri Burnt sangat berterima kasih kepada rakan-rakan kerana menjaga Puteri Burnt..

Oh yea, Puteri Burnt sempat juga pergi ke gym di atas kapal..
Hohoho..
Sekadar nak berkata, "Aku pernah work out di atas kapal"..

Lame, I know..
Shish...



Dengan itu, berakhirlah Pengembaraan Puteri Putih aka Puteri Rosy Cheeks aka Puteri Burnt..


TAMAT

Disclaimer:
*Nama watak bukan nama sebenar
*Watak bukan watak sebenar..
*Baham-As telah diolah daripada nama tempat sebenar

again and again

you've thought about this over and over again..

you've been through this over and over again..

have you not learned anything?

STOP IT.

cruising

im going for my Bahamas trip tomorrow..

going for a cruise from Florida to Bahamas and back to Florida..

i should be super excited..

but im feeling 'tak sedap hati' plak..

why eh?